paying the price for my fathers sins

paying the price for my fathers sins
9-13-08
Jeff Sanfilippo





their's a hole in my soul
and a darkness in my heart
the only mercy iv ever recived
is my mother giving birth
to the son of Satan and his ways.
but i was always reminded
i have my fathers eyes


raise a son with hate
remind him he's not blood
and drive a father to drink
so he dosent have to see his son
pushed to the edge


on the day of my birth
a star fell from the sky
sometimes i like to think
someone felt sorry for me
and that someone knew they couldn't do a thing
as im driven out of the light


people often ask why i don't believe in god?
and i always tell them i have to believe in myself
before anything elese and if he's responsible for putting me here
i wish he'd take it back only because i was born wicked

the wicked son that drove his mother to want to die
at less then thirteen months at that and drove his father to drink
and but his step mother knew better so she keept him sedated


raise a son with hate
show him all the wicked ways
and show him he'll die alone
drowning in his fathers wicked ways